I literally don't understand how I function. THE INNER WORKINGS OF MY MIND ARE AN ENIGMA I probably sound like a total a$$hat bragging about my life, but I guess this is the point I'm trying to make: Somethings I can do in an hour that should take a day, other things take me a day when they should take an hour. I run two small businesses (architectural drafting and commercial video prodution), am a member of church leadership, I have my own home, I have traveled across the United States, I completed two years of college, fluent Spanish speaker and lived in the Dominican Republic for 18 months, and I help raise my two baby brothers. Huh.Īlso, you would imagine that I'm like unemployed, lazy, or stupid and going nowhere in life. I'm not even enjoying myself or relaxing. The feelings of anxiety and guilt make me not want to do anything but scroll through my phone. I feel anxious thinking about all of the things I need to get done today. I'm sitting on my floor feeling guilty for being so lazy and wasting so much precious time. I haven't eaten because I can't leave my room without getting dressed. ![]() ![]() I'll get back to my house only to realize that I forgot the water bottles. So I'll end up going to the store to buy water and food, which will take 2 hours because for whatever reason I feel compelled to walk down every aisle to see if there is anything I need. No water because I need to buy more bottles to keep in my room, but if I do that, I will want to buy all of my groceries, but if I want to do that, I have to make a list of everything that I need, but when I try to do that, my mind goes blank and I can't think of a single product that I need even though I have no food. ![]() Haven't showered or eaten or drank anything or left my room. TLDR, I somehow feel like I can do eveything and that I can't do anything at the same time.
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